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So here in the past few weeks, I have been questioning, and have been questioned about, what I really want in life and who I am as a person. So I am going to dive deep within myself to discover who I am and what I want. Wish me luck guys cause this is going to be a bumpy stressful road. I have at this point discovered that I really can't stay in one place for too long without getting to antsy so maybe I need to travel. I know I want to travel, go everywhere and see wonderful places and meet new people, but maybe I need it more than I want it. I discovered that a relationship is out of the question for now, at least til I can figure things out

So he left...And everyone knows in break ups, the two hearts never break evenly. But in this case, he got away with his heart and my shattered one. Leaving me nothing, nothing but a back void within myself. I guess one thing even remotely good that might even be possible from this, would be that MAYBE I might be picking up my poetry and drawing again. Although they probably won't be very pleasant for a while. And although I did relapse, maybe I will start healing...not for a long while for this has really scarred me. And maybe, just maybe I'll be good enough one day. But today my goal is to survive. So go ahead say I am being dramatic, and sh

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